my name is Michael but you can call me Vincent
I'm a deviant for over seven years, but most of the time I was nearly inactive, so this is actually my first journal!!!
So, well I have to disappoint you, this isn't a journal about my first time
But in the last couple of months something changed in my life and with it, the meaning of painting for me.
I went through an almost endless and dark valley and sometimes I had the feeling, that I will never see the light again.
Just when I painted, I forgot almost everything around me, all the stress, the bad feelings, the pain and even the dark dreams.
Everything around me is just fading away, it's no longer of importance.
Painting is almost kind of a meditative process for me, I think.
Sometimes when I paint just anything, I have the feeling, that not I find the picture, but the picture finds me. It shows me what I'm thinking about and what my feelings are. I learn things aboutmyself, I couldn't see before!
Well and then, as I thought it couldn't be worse, I had an serious accident, in which I broke both arms.
But just then, I recognized the meaning of painting for me!
To cut a long story short, I have decided to dedicate more time in my life to painting, to improve my skills and to share my work with you!
I hope that I can be better and that you like my work. Well and then I'm excited where it takes me!
Enjoy your time and have a beautiful day!